After a ridiculous amount of rest I am back in the “writing chair” at 5:45 a.m. on a Monday morning. I was a couch potato yesterday afternoon and throughout the evening watching DVD’s.
Having a smoke out on the deck a few minutes ago, I thought about writing something on the need for global consciousness, but I think I need to be more awake for that.
Drinking my first cup of coffee and writing in a semi-conscious state, I wonder why I am so driven to be putting down still more words. You see, I am about a month ahead on my blogs and tweets so there is no real need for this.
Am I about to be run over by a beer truck? Is this the universe’s way of making that moment more palatable? So when the end comes, I can say that I have left behind some good words for all of mankind. But these are not those words. These are idle ramblings at best, I think. Or are they? Perhaps allowing your semi-conscious mind to spew words all over a page is therapeutic or beneficial in some way. I have no idea.
In actuality, I rarely drink beer anymore. That saying was from my youth. A more appropriate saying today would involve a single malt scotch truck or a fine bourbon truck, but they do not have the same impact and probably do not exist. Speaking of impact, I am almost certain a truck will be involved in my demise.
The universe has bigger things to deal with than one writer of millions, on a tiny planet of billions, in one galaxy of millions, in one universe of an indeterminate number existing in some of at least eleven dimensions.
THERE IS THE REASON!
I feel small. I fight to rise above the crowd and be noticed before I die. I would give my life meaning. Not that my life has been without meaning to this point, as I know that I have had a mostly positive impact on those who have known me; but more like it still is not enough of a legacy.
O.C. D. – O. C. D. – O. C. D! What is the difference between a compulsion and being passionate and driven? There is probably a very fine line between the two where I tend to hover. I have previously admitted that I have a touch of O. C. D. Occasionally, I catch myself counting steps as I walk. I do try to keep a semblance of order in an otherwise chaotic life. There IS a correct arrangement of, and place for things and that is okay.
For me O. C. D. has a different meaning: O. C. D. acronym- Obsessive COMPLETION Disorder.
“Finish one thing before starting another!” are a few of my father’s words that actually stuck. I am a completion addict. My behavior proves it. I reward myself for the completion of milestones with cocktails, cigars, dining out, and massages.
Multi-tasking requires splitting your focus, and therefore produces a lesser quality product. I am surprised that employers encourage this. Getting everything done will not improve the bottom line as much as getting everything done WELL- even if it takes longer. I will argue further, that getting most things done well without completing everything is also better for the bottom line.
Do not create a work environment which encourages your people to strive for mediocrity. Many employees will do this naturally anyway. Any of them who say “It’s all good.” are really saying that it is all fair to averagely mediocre.
I don’t like my breakfast cereal, but I am either too cheap or too lazy to get a better one. I hate waste so I will keep on eating it.
I am on my third cup of coffee, one-hundred and five minutes into this, and I still do not know what I am writing about or why. Do any of you?
I envy writers who have a block and can spend a month staring at page 1. I would use that as an excuse to take a vacation.
Ms. Creant: The Wrong Doers!
Life with Women: The Long-Awaited Instruction Manual
…talks of relationships, health, life, biology, philosophy, sociology, theology, genetics- even physics as well as our MORTALITY and NEED FOR LEGACY.
I am going for a massage.
See you next week- hopefully with more answers than questions.